HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!
yes2....new year has come. 2008 has gone for good, but all the memories are still remain kept in my heart. talk about memories, last year was not really a good year for me. A lot of unfortunate things happened, especially regarding with my studies. yes, i was still my own self, lazying around and neglected my studies. in my 20 years of life of being a student, never i felt this hard before ever. compare to school, i actually have to really2 struggle everyday to get good grade nowadays. so kids, if someone says dat life in university is a heaven rather than a school life, show them ur middle finger cuz dat's totally bullshit....
HOLIDAY AND FREE INTERNET... :)
enuf bout education....now i'm in my holiday, and diz holiday i spend most at my home (thanks to my neighbour who provide free internet 4 me...hehe..). i rarely go out nowadays after i've been caught smoking by my mother. sometimes it's hard to have a mother who 'loves' u so much(huhu...juz kidding mom...). though i get all this free internet, i always lazy to update my blog, probably because there is nothing to talk bout. yea2 my life is so boring....
NEW ENVIRONMENT AND ALL THE CRAZY STUFF!
well, im gonna recap what have i done laz year.....it seems dat i got more new friends diz year, new roomate, new housemate, new girlfriend?haha...nonetheless, it's pretty crazy early last year. the most craziest thing dat i've diz year is going to kl. well it doesn't sound crazy, but what makes it crazy is dat we didnt plan it at all. my friend told me he wanna go to kl and the next thing we packed our things and immediately went to there. so you can call it "crazy without plan trip".
from left: duke,me,khael,azri at tandas vip pavillion
burn, baby burn. that's my hand holding hse notes.
the combination of me and my friends' notes. enough to make a bbq party.
WHEN POOR PEOPLE TURNED RICH
this year also saw that i loss my monthly salary do to my poor results in my studies. yah it's pretty embarassing for me to write diz but, well, there's no point of hiding it. during diz period it was tough for me...not enough money, have to eat less, couldn't shoping, couldn't club, all kinds of couldn't lah...that one really knocked me in the head. well it's not entirely bad. there's a positive outcome from me. i've learned how to manage my money, plus iv'e lost 5kg becoz i eat once a day, which is a good way of dieting... :)
after begging too many times with petronas, finally i got my allowance back, in lump sum. which means, RM500 x 5 month which i didn't receive any. yes, pretty big money huh?? so currently, i'm rich! when i saw this amount in my account, i couldn't stop laughing. but i think i won't go thorugh this period again. i suffer enough, and it's time for me to enjoy more...
MYSELF, FRIENDS AND GIRLS
like i said, diz year i've met a lot of friends, and now i've started to mix wif all the people in my program (i'm a repeaters and mostly i'm not closed with all the juniors). nonetheless, i've becoming less and less shy with other people. back then people call me 'sombong' juz bcoz i didn't 'tegur' them. for me it's really hard to get out from our comfort zone, but now i have the courage to do so. so i'm kinda satisfy with my current situation, and hope i can be more independent.
me and masni, 14 years of friendshipGOOD THINGS WILL COME AFTER BAD THINGS
bad things, huh? a lot have happen this year. i'm broke, have a lil' conflict with my family, friends and myself. but all of these bad things have their positive outcomes. my argument with my family have made us more closer, my conflict with my friends have made me a more flexible person, less caring but also less hating. with myself? well i've thrown my old self and i think i've bcome entirely a new person.
'AZAM' NEW YEAR
my determination or rather, my hope is? well my 'azam' didn't always come true though. maybe because i'm that kind of person who always trying to kill a sheep, but rather it hit the chicken, or a duck, or whatever. but let's change it this year, shall we? we never know unless we try...
my list of 'azam tahun baru':
- stop smoking! this is the hardest thing to do....
- get a dean's list! this is for my future too...
- play hard, study smart....yeah rite...
- change my look and attitude.
- improve my guitar skill...(what kind of azam is this?hahahaha...)
- no more flirting and find a proper girlfriend maybe?hahahahaha.... :D
- well basically i want to become a better person this year....
i hope that i can fulfil all my targets here. let us pray to Allah....amin....
too tired. i'm out of here...
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